Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Meet me Halfway {Just Write}

22 weeks, halfway done with this {last} pregnancy.

It’s surreal and I still haven’t settled in, gotten comfortable with the idea that we will have a happy ending. I’m afraid to let myself fully dive into those waters.

It’s not all doom and gloom. .While she hugs and kisses her future sibling I am in the moment and so in love and happy. When I’m alone and sitting just right so I look smaller, that’s when I go to those places. Those dark places that I assume are coming.

I try to focus on the moments, the task at hand and not get too caught up in either the happy or the sad. There is only disappointment waiting in the extremes, happiness is found in the balance of the middle. Walking the balance beam of right now without leaning too far into the future or the past.


Stephanie Wilson she/her @babysteph said...

Each day is a good one, I'm so excited for you to be on the other side.


Jen said...

Thinking of you each day and lifting you up for peace and joy and safekeeping.

You and your sweet baby are chosen and loved, dear one!


Shell said...

Sending you lots of prayers! xo

Mindy @ New Equus - A New Creation said...

So happy for you! Praying!